Friday, September 26, 2003

Made to feel real small

Hey, world. How are you doing? Me, I'm fine. I've returned to college, still doing my Bachelor of Science majoring in Computer Science. I'm taking Chemistry for the second time, so I'll pass it this year. Physics is fun, fairly easy to follow. The Lab for physics, though, hasn't taken much of a liking to me. At least not with one particular lab partner.

Calculus... I'm not a math person, though I try to tell myself I am to trick myself. I follow along, but find I just can't keep up. That's a class I'd actually consider dropping, but it's too late. And Java... I really like that class. That's what I'm all about, that's why I'm in school. To learn programming, and I'm having fun in there.

I live with my girlfriend, the same one from the last year. Our anniversary was in August, and I got her a golden heart locket, embedded with three diamonds. Though I haven't put pictures in it because she showers with her jewelery on and won't take it off, thus the pictures would be ruined the first day. She goes to school 6 1/2 hours a day. My days generally run 7 1/2 hours, but with more breaks. Things are good, she finally redeemed her birthday present. I got her a tattoo, which she used to extend the one on her back.

I'm at home right now by myself, she's out for coffee with one of her girlfriends. I'm kinda lost as to what to do, I don't want to be here. I want to be out with her because I haven't seen her much today. She's been sick the last few days, and today especially. But she wanted to go alone.

-That's my update

Saturday, September 20, 2003

So I'm playing Medievia again

I'm hunting for a dragon, and I got what I asked for. But then he started hunting me...

<191hp 456m 454mv 74br>
A large black dragon has arrived.

<191hp 456m 454mv 80br> w

A large black dragon begins chanting arcane words of magic and points a finger at you.

A large black dragon eviscerates you!
You reel in shock from the sudden blood loss!
A large black dragon chants the magical phrase, 'Por Flam'
You are enveloped in flames from a large black dragon's fireball.
You burn to death in the maelstrom of magical flame.
You have been KILLED!!

[CLAN] Cimn has BEEN KILLED!
You're dead now. You can't move or speak. The world becomes black and your
head turns inside out with pain. Unable to scream or move, your senses are
overwhelmed with agony and terror. Finally, an escape! You feel released,
lighter than air, nothing but pure consciousness hovering over the hellish
pain of your corpse.


<0hp 456m 454mv 92br>
-Lie still; you are DEAD.

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

Good Super Fun Happy Summer Fun Time
Summer is just about over, which means... Good stuff to come. I've secured an apartment to move into September first, with my girlfriend of one year. We're both going back to school, which will be great. It's her first year of college, and I take a small part in getting her there. I've been working in a small grocery store since April, and today I gave them my 2 weeks notice. Hooray for holiday pay and good references.
-Boom Boom

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

Check one two
ok
-Keeping this thing alive

Friday, May 02, 2003

Another Bomb Dropped

Things'll work out soon.

-The end of the beginning

Sunday, April 20, 2003

Happy Easter

My girlfriend and her family had an excellent easter day. She made it special for me, and I hope I made it just as special for her.

My grades are all completed, I passed everything. I've got 69% in English, 56% in Japanese II and 54% in Calculus.

-Yay, me

Thursday, April 10, 2003

Results

I got the results for my calculus exam yesterday. 33% on the final. 51% overall. Not too proud of mysef there, but at least I passed and can move on to Calculus 2.

-Happy guy, really I am

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Good Times

What a great show; I mean, who doesn't like the Fonz? Yeah, you're right, I'm talking out of my ass. Oops, I mean, people actually like Fonzie. And, no, this is not what I'm here to write about.

I have my first exam of my last semester of my first year of college tomorrow. Calculus I. Starts at 1pm, and I'm ready. My girlfriend cooked up a little 'good luck'/appreciation package to send home with me, complete with a playboy bunny sticker sealing the bag. I'm ready for Calculus. Oh yes, I'm ready.

-She wishes me luck

Friday, March 28, 2003

Everything has significance

Janice, a girl across the hall from me in the dorms, just asked if I was going home this weekend. I told her "no", and she asked if my girlfriend was coming out here instead. "I don't know. She was supposed to, but I'm not sure now". Janice says, "Oh, undeclared. Well, just give her time, you've got a whole afternoon to work things out".

It's almost like she's a prophet, someone who can tell the future. I hope she's right.

First Timer
WTFFFFFFFFFARGFWTFGDF

School sucks. You (school) take my time and attention, you stress me out over tests. Finals are coming up, and I've got homework due... and I freak out at my girlfriend because of you. She's the most important thing to me right now, I'm getting shit organized with her. School can be done at any time in my life, my girl only comes around once in a lifetime. I don't want to fuck it up with her, I want it to work.

Defeated

Thursday, March 27, 2003

I really like my girlfriend

She's the greatest, and I feel as though I haven't been doing my part to make her feel like she's the greatest. So if you're reading this, sweetie, you are special.

Like two Tetris-L's

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Book Store

While walking by the campus book store on my way to the cafeteria, I stopped to look at a display of books. I was there for only a minute, but in that time an old man, probably 60+ years of age, stopped by as well. He glanced over the books and said to me, "What, no porno?" and he walked off.

eww

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

I had it in my head

But I've forgotten what I was going to write about :-/

Maybe another day

Thursday, March 20, 2003

She said it

Tonight as we got off the phone, she said "buh-bye" :D :D :D

hehe

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

Like a Virus

Morrowind has caught on to third floor simmy like a Virus. There's 7 people altogether playing Elder Scrolls 3 on this floor, all in different stages of completion. I've almost finished the main quest. I'm close to being at the top of the Imperial Guard. I'm almost the leader of the Fighter's Guild, and I've just started doing quests for the Mages Guild. I've gone crazy with enchantments, and have gone so far as to own Azura's Star, so I can use the gem all I want. Level 30 Bosmer Acrobat, that's me. 109 strength with my +24 constant effect fortified strength. And 261 intelligence with my two Fortify Intelligence 100 for 15 seconds rings. Wheee.

I miss Neverwinter Nights :( My friend still hasn't returned it, and it's been 7 months. NwN, oh how I miss you.

Come back

Monday, March 03, 2003

I had a great weekend

OK, so maybe it wasn't the greatest weekend, I never even so much as left the house. Friday, I show up at my girlfriend's house around 5:15pm. I didn't leave the property until around 7:30pm Sunday night (this evening). To me, it's still Sunday, I'm still awake. My sweetie is in bed behind me, I'd be there too, except I don't feel welcome. That's why I'm here, fscking writing away in my blog. Hello, blog.

My sea-monkeys grew over the weekend; they grow fast.

The weekend wasn't bad, not at all. I got my homework done, instead of waiting until Thursday night to start it. I finished playing Eternal Darkness on my GameCube. I started playing Phantasy Star Online Episode 2, again, and finally got through the hunter trials, and beat the first boss on Gal Da Val (the planet you visit).

Dammit, I don't want to be here right now, I want to be in bed. I hate this, I know I didn't do anything wrong. And she's going to read what I'm typing right now, probably, when she wakes up tomorrow. I'm the nicest person you could meet, I've been told that by a number of people, though I hardley choose to believe it. And for that, when I have the slightest bit of attitude/tone in my voice: it's the end of the world. All I've wanted was some attention, that's why I go visit her on weekends. To get away from school (and subsequently homework). Maybe that's what I was craving tonight: attention. And I thought I was doing a good job at requesting it, too. Between caressing her arm, then her knee, then even going so far as massaging her neck... all while she was playing Tetris. Maybe I should turn up the volume on my cries of "notice me". Maybe I should just quit my bitching.

-Here's my story, a bitter anthem
Something Corporate - If You C Jordan

Thursday, February 27, 2003

Inspired

I studied and studied and studied last night (Tuesday night) all 25 kanji for my japanese quiz. I had the names down, the stroke order and the english translation for all of them. I wasn't failing that test (and I don't believe I did, either).

I installed Morrowind, again, and am now playing it for the second time. Maybe this time I'll actually make it a little farther than Caldera.

I have Sea-Monkeys, they are the shiznit. Currently 3 days old, you've gotta love them.

-That was inspiration

Monday, January 27, 2003

"Yeah my girlfriend"

She's great, she does everything for me. From keeping me from spending all my money at once, to making sure I've been fed, to tidying up my room. She's great. And I always manage to do something that throws it all into a tailspin. I'm sorry I screw up once in a while, I don't mean to hurt or upset.

She's laying in bed behind me right now, we're at my dorm room at college. I've lived here since the first week of September, and she's visited off and on since then, as well. I look behind me and I see her beautiful face; she's sleeping. Last night I didn't cuddle with her; at one point she even went so far as to tell me not to touch her. I didn't like the events of last night. I hope they don't happen again. I hope tonight I can cuddle her.

I look around my room, there's empty pop (soda) cans every where. She bought them for me, and she helps me drink them. I look up on the top shelf of my desk, there's her grad photo. Beside that, two carnations she bought me the weekend before last. What is holding the water the carnations are in? the juice jug she brought for me from her house. Her glasses are on the top of the desk where I'm at, beside my mouse and keyboard. They're plastic framed, a feminine buddy-holly style. She looks great in them. Beside my desk is my small bar-fridge. Written on the fridge in huge letters constructed of magnetic poetry are the words "MISS YOU!" with a cute heart for the i on miss. On top of the fridge is a tissue box; on the bottom of the box, written in black permanent marker, is "[Me] + [Her] = heart". On top of my fridge sits my computer tower; on top of my computer is the picture of the both of us sitting on Santa's lap at the mall. Beside the Santa picture are two cards. One from her for my birthday. Another from her she gave to me because she wanted me to know that she does care about me.

When my girl's not here, I've got so much to remind me of her. She leaves her shower-sandals here (you need sandals for the showers here), and her shower puff. She wrote, on my phone, "[Me] * [Her]". I'd tell her every day that I miss her, but she's already informed me that is too much. It kills me to not be able to tell her how I feel every time we talk. And now she's sleeping behind me, on the bed, in my tiny dorm room. I'm sorry I say the wrong things some times. She didn't get any sleep last night because of me, and she's slept all day since.

-Yours

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

Gotta love it

Funny relationship quirk: it really happens
Her: Cuddle Me
Me: *cuddles*
{5 minutes later}
Her: Stop cuddling, you're too |insert complaint here|.
Me: *Stopped cuddling*
{5 minutes later}
Her: Why aren't you cuddling?

-And I love it

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

How Could I?

Wow, I don't know how I could have skipped writing about how great my Christmas break was. Friday, December 13 was my last exam. It was 3 hours long, and I was already at my girlfriend's house by the time the exam ended... she lives over an hour away from my home. From December 13 to January 5 I saw her every day. I was at her house every day. I spent every night except 4 or 5 at her house. We didn't get sick of each other. It was the best Christmas break I'd ever had (no offence to my parents of course).

For Christmas I got her a toe ring, a Nora Roberts romance novel (Midnight Bayou), a 1 hour whole-body massage and a fleece bath robe. Everything she didn't know she asked for. She spoiled me, too. Chocolates, towels (I really needed towels). Candles (yes, I like to burn things). More chocolates. Shower stuffs. Things I needed, and she really took care of me.

My birthday is four days after Christmas, as well, so we did that thing, too. She really made that special, like it was a seperate occasion from Christmas. My presents weren't even wrapped in Christmas wrapping paper (I know, Mom. Sometimes you'd wrap mine in birthday wrapping paper, too). My honey had a birthday cake baked for me. I blew out every candle (20, one for good luck) except one. I tried to leave one left burning, you know, the number of girlfriends thing. That was at her place, where her parents even gave me a birthday present. Spider-man special edition DVD. woot.
We ate dinner at Kelly O'Bryans restaurante. She bought me my first drink, a "snowball" which I thought was appropriate seeing how it's all winter season and stuff. I got money from my Dad, I got a really nice present from my sweetie. A 21" silver necklace, really nice looking. It's shiny. After dinner, my Dad went to his girlfriend's house, while me and mine went back to my Dad's house. I had a great birthday.

New Years was excellent, too, though I'm easily pleased. We had her parent's house all to ourselves; they were at a party with her little brother in tow. So we drove into town, rented "Enough" and "The Others" on DVD then came back home. "Enough" was the best movie to watch with her. It kept her in suspense and holding/squeezing my hand often. If anyone else could recommend other movies like that, I'd appreciate it. I'm thinking "Signs". So we counted down the time on my GameCube with Animal Crossing, then went back to watching the movie. I downed a mickey of "Fireball" whiskey, then we went to bed. Another very nice night.

-Tailor Made

Friday, January 10, 2003

Myths

I dislike junk mail in my email inbox. Hear me rant:
.Bill Gates will not give you any part of his money if you send that email to 5 people before you feel the urge to lick your lips.
.Bonsai Kittens are not real. Look on the page for ordering information! The "Credit Card payment" has been "coming soon" for years.
.You can not, no matter how much you believe, get good luck in money/love/career if you send an email to 10 of your friends.
.Nobody is donating $0.01 per forwarded email to starving children in that third world country they made up.

-There's more, but why

Sunday, January 05, 2003

Another While

I'm back at the dorms now, my first class is 10:30am tomorrow... Japanese 2. Hoorah :P :P :P

I should get to sleep now, and I feel bad already for not being in bed. I was going to get to bed early tonight, and my girlfriend knew that. She just called while I was on my way to the bathroom to brush my teeth and she called to surprise me... or check up on me, whatever. Either way, it's nice. She called to say goodnight, that she was in bed and about to go to sleep. I guess it kind of ruined the surprise when I wasn't in bed yet, myself. So I feel bad for that, it was a nice gesture on her part.

-Ever the guy

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