Monday, March 03, 2003

I had a great weekend

OK, so maybe it wasn't the greatest weekend, I never even so much as left the house. Friday, I show up at my girlfriend's house around 5:15pm. I didn't leave the property until around 7:30pm Sunday night (this evening). To me, it's still Sunday, I'm still awake. My sweetie is in bed behind me, I'd be there too, except I don't feel welcome. That's why I'm here, fscking writing away in my blog. Hello, blog.

My sea-monkeys grew over the weekend; they grow fast.

The weekend wasn't bad, not at all. I got my homework done, instead of waiting until Thursday night to start it. I finished playing Eternal Darkness on my GameCube. I started playing Phantasy Star Online Episode 2, again, and finally got through the hunter trials, and beat the first boss on Gal Da Val (the planet you visit).

Dammit, I don't want to be here right now, I want to be in bed. I hate this, I know I didn't do anything wrong. And she's going to read what I'm typing right now, probably, when she wakes up tomorrow. I'm the nicest person you could meet, I've been told that by a number of people, though I hardley choose to believe it. And for that, when I have the slightest bit of attitude/tone in my voice: it's the end of the world. All I've wanted was some attention, that's why I go visit her on weekends. To get away from school (and subsequently homework). Maybe that's what I was craving tonight: attention. And I thought I was doing a good job at requesting it, too. Between caressing her arm, then her knee, then even going so far as massaging her neck... all while she was playing Tetris. Maybe I should turn up the volume on my cries of "notice me". Maybe I should just quit my bitching.

-Here's my story, a bitter anthem
Something Corporate - If You C Jordan

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